Well, my beloved dog Salvador died yesterday. I have been in a fog..he had been the most consistent thing in my life for 16 years. I miss him so much. Little things bring tears to my eyes…and I’m not sure what to do. His food bowl. His ball. His little hairs here and there…
Usually cooking and baking always help me when I’m down…but today I am just numb.
I don’t know what to do.
There is a bare spot in the grass where he used to lay. I dread when the sun rises, because I know I will habitually glance at it throughout the day, looking for something that is no longer there.
I know this will fade…
I am counting my blessings for the years I had with him, and everything I still have now.
I’m still just so sad.